For the last few weeks, I've been having a certain amount of problems focussing my concentration. I can only really describe it as 'fatigue' as it's not really _tiredness_ exactly, and I have been sleeping fairly well. (at least, I think I have :)). It's starting to bother me, and not least because it's starting to be such an effort to keep track of 'things' at work. I'm noting stuff down, but the normal 'memory assist' effect of the notes doesn't seem to work.
Thing is, I could swear I'm generally fitter and in better shape than I've been in a long time (far from perfect, I know, but better :)), and eating better too. I've noticed this fact on a few occasions where I've genuinely noticed having a lot of 'bounce' but notably less so recently, when given the choice I might just end up zombifing all day.
Oh well, I'm off on training next week (so won't be about, Sunday pm -> friday evening, most likely) so I'll see if a change in routine has any real effect.
Thing is, I could swear I'm generally fitter and in better shape than I've been in a long time (far from perfect, I know, but better :)), and eating better too. I've noticed this fact on a few occasions where I've genuinely noticed having a lot of 'bounce' but notably less so recently, when given the choice I might just end up zombifing all day.
Oh well, I'm off on training next week (so won't be about, Sunday pm -> friday evening, most likely) so I'll see if a change in routine has any real effect.
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Date: 2006-05-19 12:47 pm (UTC)Otherwise it could be just plain old need_a_restful_holiday_without_STUFF type thing.
Hope you find your bouncy self back soon!
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Date: 2006-05-19 04:12 pm (UTC)In terms of exercise do you promise yourself something when you started? That you would feel something different, or you would experience life differently after a period of time. If the promise to yourself didn't materialise, did part of you want to give up and go back to the lifestyle before exercising?
Alternatively ,and much less seriously, as you have embraced Whitby and gothdom so it has embraced you. A dark and brooding element has entered into your psychic landscape, as you became more interested in gothic things so you started acting more like your personal interpretation of what a goth is. Such an interpretation may be different in your conscious and subconscious.
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Date: 2006-05-20 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-05-22 08:23 am (UTC)I feel very much the same way, and put it down to the fact that I've not had a decent rest since this time last year.
Could just be gothic apathy as suggested elsewhere, of course ;-)